How are you supposed to love someone when you don’t love yourself?
I’m trying for something anything.
I want to make you happy but how if I’m not?
The happiness is a mask.
I’m sad on the inside.
Some days I can see us together others I see myself alone.
Is that a sign?
What if because I want a relationship and you’re my only option at the moment I’m trying so hard to force this?
What do I do so that I don’t loose you?
Can we ever go back to just “friends”?
Or is it too late?
Will you hate me if I tell you I don’t feel the same way I did 8 months ago?